I have been very lonely nowadays. I go to school in the morning, sit in class for 5 minutes, getting morning greetings from xin yuan(who never failed to do so), retrieve some books from my locker, eat a tic-tac, and go downstairs. To the bench I sit, and stare at the trees. Watch the cars go, and wait for nobody to come. Yeah the day repeats itself for 5 days. Wanna read about my break and lunch time too? It's about the same, except sometimes there would be a couple of friends like Claire and Ashley who actually take up some time to chat with me, to help me to kill off my boredom and loneliness. So like I said, everyday is a routine. I told myself this morning:"At least I'm not oblivious to loneliness and the feeling of getting hurt, or else I would be dead by now."

Now, my only friends in school are those who have actually been putting up with me since form 1, I greatly appreciate them. The feeling of loss remains.

And yeah I should slap myself. You're asking me why the hell I'm blogging at this hour when I usually don't? Cuz I left my file in the art room. My homework is in there.